I have been mostly off the bike for the past few weeks due to some personal health concerns. For someone always on the move, being still has been very difficult. Much of my world up to now has revolved around my passion, which is cycling. With it unexpectedly taken from me due to some health concerns, I have been left with a void along with lingering questioning as to why God would allow such a disappointing turn to happen.
The Lord reminded me in this unexpected sabbatical that when Martha and Mary were with him, Jesus commended Mary as having made the better choice (Luke 10). Resting at the feet of Jesus is in fact the only thing we ever really need to do. God can get along just fine in the world without our help. When we do participate in the work, we should see it rather as a privilege on our part to ride along with him, so to speak, and be a part of what he is doing in the world. I say this because I think I was falling into the trap of needing to do the work of sharing Christ, rather than needing to just be a child of God.
Consequently, I have been learning the practice of rest. As I draw near to Christ, my hope is that he will give clarity for when/how to move forward in the way the he wishes for me to go. This passage from John comes to mind as I write these words:
“The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.” John 3:8 (NIV)
The Spirit of God moves the people of God as he pleases, and as with the wind, we may not know where the Lord may be taking us at times, however we can rest in the hope that God’s best purposes are fulfilled as we draw close to Christ and follow as he leads. It can actually be liberating to be free from the demands that others or we may place on ourselves.
Only one thing is important, and I am choosing what is better.